《 鬼蕾絲 》

After browsing through all those photos I took while I was still in LA, 
I started to realize that I AM missing the life I had there.

When I made my decision to come back to Taiwan,
I never thought that I will miss my old life back there.

I miss my friends there, I miss ditching classes, 
I miss hanging out with my best friends,
I miss the days we drove to SF or SD or Vegas w/o a plan.

but we're all grown-ups now,
we need to think more than just having fun.

I need to have a job, to work hard, to earn more money, 
so that I will have a better future, 
I can take care of my parents when they get old.

but where shall I be?

I don't think I could stand this life I'm experiencing now in China,
I don't think TW will have desirable jobs for me,
maybe I should go back to the States?

Recently, I've been thinking more than "too much".

At least, 
I only want to take a rest and get my health back...
I want to have a life with laughters, love, and friends all around me.
Maybe it's not that hard to get a life like that, but I'll try. 
Wish me luck, my friends.